After having oliver it was very over whelming we had nearly 15 visitors and id just been stiched up!
but oh my goodness my baby boy is handsome.
just staring at that little face made my heart melt. he had a darkish blonde hair and such a small perfect head. hes little nose pointy like mine he was everything we ever wanted and more.

finally get to take our baby home

as you can imagine the days flew by with the amount of visitors coming to see us.

midwife app: oliver had hes heelprick and i mentioned my little yellow man.

HOSP TRIP.
taking oliver hosp after advice on hes jaundice.
walking in the hospital i remember my mouth dry with a lump blocking anything coming out.. olivers sleepy, floppy and just not himself im in floods of tears and they reassure me olivers fine just needs a blood test we done the repeat go home we will call back with results everyday for 4 days when they decided he got worse and needed the light.

fast forward 24hr olivers had hes sun bed and on hes way home.
being discharged we got told oliver had a rare blood type that noone has picked up on and is to take folic acid everyday as hes low on red blood cells.

we took oliver home and everything was fine. oliver is now two weeks old and daddy is going back to work tomorrow.

i get two days with oliver to myself just gloating and taking ten thousand photos but thats what a proud mum does right?

Friday 21st July
Its my nans 60th birthday but shes spending it in north Hampton with family.
so me and oliver decide to take a trip to auntie jessies why daddies at work.
everyone had cuddles and he was hes usual self and absolute dream!
friday night daddys home and were starting to settle down.
its 8pm olivers crying and hasnt pooed since the morning nappy.
being the paranoid mum we all are i did the famous constipation in babies search on google and followed the bicycle legs advice still nothing..
i give oliver hes feed which as per hes over the moon for..
4 ounces winded and now crying.
oliver was usually a dream a fell asleep every night with out fuss
i kept saying it was too good to be true. he was too perfect.
but this night he was not settling.
it came to 2am oliver had had hes feed and again just wouldnt settle.
i put and took oliver from the cot so many times. everytime i put him back on hes back in the cot he was screaming..
whats wrong with my poor baby?? i got oliver out hes cot and laid him on my chest its 2:30 and hes finally drifting off and finally i am too.

8am Saturday morning charlie wakes up to what we find our baby unresponsive.
charlie grabbed him and ran downstairs to this point im on the phone to the ambulance and charlies performing CPR.. the ambulance is here .
ill skip the devastating bit when i realized my baby wasn't okay as noone needs to know the pain we endured being told they have to give up.

my baby boy gained hes angel wings on the 22nd of july 2017
love u ollie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx