My time with Oliver ??

Created by Susan 6 years ago
I'm gonna tell the story from the very first day I found out Oliver was gonna be entering into our family...
I was planning to meet up with my niece Demi but on the day, I had a message from her saying she was sorry but couldn't make it as she had just found out she was pregnant! WOW!!!! I was SO over the moon. If anyone deserves to be a Mum, it's Demi! Time went on and it felt like forever til Demi had her first scan. I couldn't wait to see this baby's scan pic.. a baby that I loved so very much already! πŸ’™ Then the day finally come, yayyyyy!!! As soon as I received the scan pic, my god did I cry lol. I was so so proud that this baby was my Great Nephew. Hurry up due date!!!!! ⌚ Then in February, my baby girl was hospitalized for 5 days! I won't go into it but on the 2nd day, Demi messaged to say she was coming up the hospital & cooking me a lamb roast 😍 What a little legend! First time I saw baby bump too. SO SO CUTE 😍😍 And guess what... I was the first person to feel him kick πŸ˜€πŸ˜€πŸ˜€ Even before he's Daddy, ner ner Charlie πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜œπŸ˜œ But maybe that was he's little sign to say everything was gonna be OK with Lacey and he wanted to cheer me up. Job well done πŸ‘ More time passed and the 5months scan was due.. I really thought they was gonna have a girl but nope, they got what they wanted and IT'S A BOY!!!! πŸ’™Everyone was so happy. Demi grew bigger an Oliver was so lively.. I loved receiving pics an videos of baby bump. Melted my heart everytime. I really couldn't wait to meet him!! HURRY UP DUE DATE!!!! Then Demi booked a 4d scan and asked me an Lacey to be there, wow really? Of course!! I was SO grateful an felt so privileged. A lot her memory for me to treasure πŸ’™ The day come & soon as we see he's face pop up on the screen... CHARLIE!! LOL. I will never forget how Lacey reacted, she was so amazed.. kept saying "WOW" πŸ’œ From that day on, she was obsessed with "bubba" and constantly asked everyday to see bubba so had to show her he's scan pic lol. I knew (well thought) they was gonna have a precious bond and grow up together very close πŸ˜­πŸ’”

Wednesday 5th July 2017:
Message from Demi... My waters have broke, I'm on way to hospital! WHATTTTTT!!! Wasnt expecting that lol. But my heart was racing and I couldn't hold the tears or get the smile off my face. Lucky I was off that day.. well done Oliver 😘😘 I was waiting anxiously by the phone... trying not to pester demi but couldn't help it lol. She can't tell me that then expect me to just wait πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Sorry Dem's lol. Then I messaged Charlie. They got sent home 😦 So I go out to get a balloon and card as I knew Oliver was gonna come that day. Please wait in there til I've finished Oliver. He did πŸ˜€ On way home in cab, I go to message Charlie but he rung to tell me Demi is 4cm 😲😲 Me an Charlie was both crying on the phone with happiness lol. HE WAS COMING!!!! πŸ˜€πŸ˜€ PUSH DEMI πŸ˜€πŸ˜€πŸ˜€
4.20pm.. a beautiful, precious baby boy was born πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™ My very first Great Nephew.. Oliver George Grace πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™ Proud Auntie right here. I asked Charlie if I could come up an he said of course. Off I go. Demi already knew I would have been straight up there lol. So I get Lacey ready an call a cab.. I had to take Lacey to see her baby cousin who she loves so much. I can't even describe how I felt when I first saw him but you can imagine. A precious boy I was so eager to meet. CONGRATS DEMI & CHARLIE πŸ’™πŸ’œπŸ’™ HE'S PERFECT!!! πŸ˜˜πŸ˜πŸ’™ Me & Lacey had kisses an cuddles with him. And all the time after that, I would message to see how he was an to see pics. Made my day. I went to see him a few times and treasured every single moment. The faces he pulled was so funny. The last time I see him, 3 days before he grew hes angel wings, he was so lively and I got to feed him. Something else I will always treasure. I couldn't stop looking at him or stop kissing him. I could have held him forever πŸ’™ And if I knew that was gonna be the last ever time I see him alive, then I would never have let go πŸ˜­πŸ’” I won't go into anything else past this day as it's all heartbreak an floods of tears.. A part of me died too on the 22nd July 2017 πŸ’”πŸ’” But I wanna add that the moments I see him after, are precious and moments I will never ever forget.. And will ALWAYS be grateful to Demi & Charlie for πŸ’œπŸ’™ He was gone and it's doesn't get any easier to know I will never see he's beautiful face ever again 😭😭 All them visions of him growing up, taken away πŸ’”πŸ’”

A message for Oliver:
Baby boy... I hope you felt the love I have for you and you can see how much I still hold your memories dear. I hope your proud of the tattoo i got in memory of you πŸ’™ You lit up my world so bright. I love you like you was my own.. I always will πŸ’™ I promise to keep your memory alive and for Lacey to always remember you. She already says your in the sky and also listens to your "Dancing in the sky" song as she knows it's Oliver's song. Please watch over us sweetheart, especially your brave Mummy & Daddy πŸ’œπŸ’™ No one is hurting more than them πŸ˜­πŸ’” I hope your at peace & will be waiting there for when we grow our angel wings too as we're DESPERATE to hold and kiss you again! πŸ’™πŸ’™ Sleep tight precious boy, Until we meet again. I will miss and love you forever.. Always in my heart πŸ’™ Oliver George Grace πŸ’™